Nothingness...

Is it fair or dark?
Is it big or small?
Is it hard or soft.. or I can touch it at all..


I stand here clutching air
Which empties me and I feel breathless
While it thickens around and chokes me..

 I struggle..
 Tears roll on my cheeks
I want to break free..
And suddenly I am.

I can feel Nothingness...