What If!!

What if we stayed
What if we had time
Many more years of togetherness
And many more laughter to chime
What if i smiled and he understood
That it was he who i think about
What if he looked at me so
That gone would be any doubts
What if we were young and happy
Basking in the sunshine on us
What if we were bit more patient
And a little less presumptuous

Laughter and Forgetting

How I would love to forget
The tinkle of our laughter
The sparks in our eyes
The lightness of our hearts

It is the skip of my heartbeat I would like to forget
When I heard your voice calling my name
It is the silent longing for you I would like to forget
Waiting for you to come through the doors

The scent of our passionate night
Wafting through the morning air
The taste of your lips on mine
How much I would like to forget

The reassuring warmth of your arms around me
Your heart-stopping smile when you looked at me
The laughter you brought to me
How much I wish to forget it all

The hours spent arguing about things
The sudden anger and loving requests
Your touch caressing my tassles
How much I would wish to forget

I would like to forget the words spoken
The promises unkept and dreams broken
The unsaid vows that were taken
For the soul to be left vacant

From my memory and yours
The image of us being together ever
Wiped away the laughter and welcome the forgetting

Nothingness...

Is it fair or dark?
Is it big or small?
Is it hard or soft.. or I can touch it at all..


I stand here clutching air
Which empties me and I feel breathless
While it thickens around and chokes me..

 I struggle..
 Tears roll on my cheeks
I want to break free..
And suddenly I am.

I can feel Nothingness...

Open up..

What is it that defines me in one word? Is it "Stubborn" or "Strong" or "Sensitive" or anything else?? Well.. I think the only one word that I believe to be me is "Opening up".. it is not an adjective .. its a verb that describes me..

Open Up..

When I feel lonely .. All I have to do is Open up to company
When I am sad .. I open up to happiness all around
When I am angry I open up to calmness in nature
When I am restless I open up to peace in me.

Longing

In the lingering of gaze a moment longer
In a smile that brightens the day
In a touch that is accidental
And words that cause a blush

Longing for you

Melting chocolates and icy beer
Loud music and crowded streets
Watery sunsets and endless dreams
And then the dive into unknown

Longing for you